Geeta told me about how her second eldest child had died in a fire the other week when she came to visit- I felt so bad when she told me, but she assured me it had happened almost a year ago now. Couldn’t help but feel bad, even with living through my parents death. The other lady from the welcoming party came with her, and so did Geeta’s.. well, something. I still dont know his name (sorry Mr. Rasoya)
Mr. Maklos, my landlord, hasn’t exactly been doing his job. I told Lilly, and.. thankfully, the problems have been fixed, but I’m scared he’s going to raise my bills in retaliation. Let’s hope he doesnt, I have a hard enough time as it is with day and night school. I want to graduate as fast as I can, and I’ve been taking some nightclass uni classes in Fine Arts, but I think it’s time to find a job… Lilly has also been trying to get me into this “Penpal Project” She found online a couple days ago.. I’ll admit, it doesnt sound all that bad, But I need to get my priorities down before I get into anything else.
It’s been about.. I want to say three weeks, But i’m sure it’s been over a month, since I moved in. School’s going great, I’m doing better than I ever did in Oasis Springs, and have A’s. Although, if I’m honest with you, I only put a lot of effort into Fine Arts. Everything else is just extra credit work towards a high grade. I started photography club here, as it’s my biggest hobby, and, you know.. I think I might become a professional photographer. Taking pictures lets me capture someone’s happiest moments- Like this one, with Raj and Geeta and Mrs. Bheeta (I think that’s her name, I feel bad for forgetting it so easily- and I ONLY remembered Raj’s now because he’s been over more and- get this- He’s pregnant! I didnt notice before, but apparently the baby is due any day now. And you can DEFINITELY TELL- He’s huge!)
But… sometimes, I cant help it. I break down, I cry. It’s getting easier, I’m getting there, but I still cry in the shower and have nightmares. I don’t think I’ll ever get past the nightmares.
Anyways.. Look how huge Raj is! Get this- Apparently, the dad, doesnt want ANYTHING to do with the baby, because he’s got a family already! What a jerk. Raj wasn’t all that upset though- I guess its a good thing. He even let me feel his stomach! Babies are pretty cool… And I can’t wait until the day I have my own.
ah, I guess that’s all I have today.. Until next time.